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[Jan. 28th, 2010|09:02 pm] |
wow, it didn't seem like i fulfilled any of my new years resolutions in 2009. i was definitely still very focused with work. so focused that i rarely went out and didnt keep in touch with too many people. i continued eating rice and red meat. i still drink dairy every day with my coffee and love love cheese. so obviously, i never lost an weight. as a matter of fact, i missed out on going to the gym pretty often. what a failure! resolutions are so hard to stick with. whoever does successfully, really needs to go f*ck themselves. :-)
so what's new since the last time i posted...
i don't want to bore anyone. everything has been exactly the same. facebook does a great job at keeping everyone posted. the only excitement was going to Japan. that was just amazing. i still cant believe i was there! that's one country i've been longing to go since i was in elementary. this really shows that i am a grown up! i paid for the whole trip on my own! i wouldnt have dreamed of that when i graduated in 2007. although i spent more than half my savings, and have nothing to show for it, i had a blast and would love to go again! but my next stop has got to be Italy. in the process of saving for that.
its really amazing how one can mature and age so fast. i'm 24 now. to many of you, that's probably nothing. more than half the people i know are over 30. but you dont understand! i feel very lucky having acheived so much at my age. i love my job. i have a good head on my shoulder. i know what i want in the future, but yet i am still lost with that four letter word. is this normal? emotions definitely has changed after 2 and a half years. it's 2010 and i need to be myself. the first step is the hardest, but who's going to help me with that first step? i have no fuckin clue what i am trying to say. but many who has been talking to me lately knows exactly what i'm trying to get at. whatever really...
although life has been a bore lately, i have to say something very odd has taken place in my life this last year. people that i used to hang out with 4 years ago is a part of my life again. they are hanging out with my best friends because one of my friend is dating one of their friend! it's complicated...but i thought it was fascinating that people so different can all of a sudden get along so well. i am not complaining, just surprised how this world is so damn small.
ciao!
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